My life is upside down, loving God. The order of the world is out of place, and I can’t do anything to right it again. Oh, Lord, you know the pain in my heart at all times, and you know why: my child has died. How can it be that my beloved child is gone? The child I cared for with such concern in every illness, the one I held close to my heart and promised to take care of for a lifetime, is not here for me to care for anymore.
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